Monday, March 24, 2025
13 MOVES AND 2 TRAPS
Sunday, January 26, 2025
THE FEELING OF A REAL WIN
I cannot speak on behalf of others. As for myself, my best feeling of success is not when I have received a lot of points or a high rating. Of course, I am disappointed when I lose a game or my rating points.
Nevertheless, the intense feeling of real success is not related to comparing with others. The genuine feeling is seeing that I have done something excellent and beautiful on the chessboard.
Recently, I had such a feeling in the rapid game EintaluJ - Xixiwang on Lichess.
After the move 20...Rc8, Black offered a draw. I was already almost in a zeitnot.
After my long move, move 21 Qa3!, I felt like Bobby Fischer. I could not help but think that I was very smart.
I suppose cheaters who use chess engines during the game can never achieve such a high level of success-enjoyment.
That is a fundamental assumption which I cannot prove: that self-deception can never yield real pleasure.
INDIA IMEMALETAJA
Thursday, January 23, 2025
LIVEJOURNAL HAS COMPLETELY LOST MY TRUST
Wednesday, January 1, 2025
I STOP PLAYING RAPID GAMES ON CHESSCOM
CHESSCom Coerces Me to Play Chess
"This didn't make much sense to me."
Not a Single Game
I have downloaded all the rapid games I have played on CHESSCom.
The PGN-s are incorrect, and I must handwrite approximately 30 games I have played and commented on there.
After all, CHESSCom is a paid service.
I made my commented game collection, "Two Knights Defence", which includes 65 rapid games invisible.
Why should I share my opening theory analyses for free with opponents who cheat and use materials and chess engines during rapid games?
I shall no longer play a single chess game on CHESSCom due to the frequent occurrence of cheaters.
I will also cancel my subscription.
I will review the study materials as long as I can still use the platform. Some seem useful and interesting, even for experienced players.